- Published: August 22, 2011
Jason McCarthy is gay. Heâ€™s also a police officer living in a small-minded northern New Brunswick town where being gay could spell the end of his career. When an impending snowstorm threatens to strand his best friend and policing partner, David, Jason offers up his spare room for the night- a move that reveals Jasonâ€™s secret, and changes their friendship and lives forever.
David Richard isnâ€™t gay- at least he doesnâ€™t think he is. He knows he loves his best friend, and he admits to feelings that had started after a tragic accident almost a year before. When David acts on these feelings, it doesnâ€™t go well, leaving both men alone and hurt. Jason, however, doesnâ€™t think twice about stepping in and rescuing Davidâ€™s children when their mother abandons them. The move brings David and Jason back together, but Jasonâ€™s past rears its ugly head and they both have to make difficult decisions that are sometimes best left up to fate.
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â€œI think we should go out to dinner,â€ Jason told David, his head resting on his partnerâ€™s stomach as they watched the television.
â€œWe just ate dinner,â€ David reminded him gently.
â€œI don’t mean now, I mean like this weekend weâ€™re both off. On Saturday we should go out for a fancy dinner,â€ Jason said looking up at his partner.
â€œFancy? In Bathurst?â€ David snorted. â€œWhere do you have in mind?â€
â€œWhat about that place by the theatre?â€ Jason suggested.
â€œOver priced, crappy food.â€
â€œThe one by the grocery store?â€
â€œThe Greek place on Main Street?â€
David smiled. â€œThat is a good idea.â€ Jason settled back on David only to be disturbed when David asked. â€œWhy do you want to go out to dinner?â€
â€œBecause I thought it would be nice.â€
Jason slid up Davidâ€™s body so that he was fully lying on top of him. He kissed the older man. â€œI want us to go on a proper date.â€
â€œA date?â€ David murmured.
â€œMmhmm. You know weâ€™ve been together for close to two months, and weâ€™ve never gone on a proper date.â€ Jason shifted so that David could feel how much he wanted him.
â€œHas it been that long?â€
â€œYou know the date.â€ David laughed. â€œI never gave it any thought.â€
â€œI was thinking about it on Monday,â€ Jason admitted softly.
David reached around and hugged the younger man tight to him. It had been a rough couple of days. Monday had been the one year anniversary of the accident.
Jason snuggled into Davidâ€™s embrace, grateful for his understanding. David had always understood his feelings about the crash. Heâ€™d always been there for Jason, supporting him. Even in those horrible days after, he had been a steady hand that guided Jason. It was then that Jason realised that their relationship was much more than co-workers, much more than friends. He never dreamed it would get to this level. To the point where Jason was sure that they were in loveâ€”even if they hadnâ€™t said those exact words yet.
â€œCan I tell you something,â€ David asked.
â€œBesides the fact that Iâ€™m probably smushing you,â€ Jason replied.
David scrunched his nose and Jason planted a kiss on it. â€œI think thatâ€™s when I realised I loved you.â€
Tears welled up in Jason eyes and he blinked them back. â€œOh,â€ was the only response he could manage without losing it completely.
â€œItâ€™s crazy right?â€ David continued. â€œSomething so awful. But somehow this happened. Something good from something horrendous. Iâ€™ll never understand it. But Iâ€™m grateful to have found you.â€
Tears tracked down Jasonâ€™s face as David spoke. He had felt that way for so long. â€œItâ€™s almost like it was fate.â€
â€œFate,â€ David mumbled kissing the tears off of Jasonâ€™s face. â€œI like that.â€
They kissed, softly. Jason sat up and pulled David with him. They pushed clothes aside, and David took Jason on the couch. A slow intense burn that left them both physically and emotionally exhausted. Jason cried during their love making. Not out of fear or anger or pain, but out of love. Because Jason didnâ€™t think they were in love anymore. He knew. He knew down to every fibre of his being that he loved this man. He wanted nothing more than to know that David felt the same way.